Just another day

Today was a pretty good day overall. Nothing too exciting except that I had a snow day so no work! :)  As I began my morning I decided to make bacon and eggs for my mom and I.  As I was in the process of preparing breakfast, I noticed the senior van outside. I went outside to see if they were here to pick up my mom because I did not call them.  Apparently my mom had but obviously didn't remember.  The good thing is that she must have called because she wanted to go.  It just makes it a little difficult because I want to make sure that she's ready if they are coming.  Anyway, she was luckily awake and she just grabbed her coat and went out the door.  Luckily, I also had money to give her.  It was my last $20 but I'm glad I had it and she actually gave it back to me when she returned home. :)  Apparently she is going tomorrow morning as well.  We shall see!  I will get her up in the morning and make sure she eats breakfast in case they come!

I am trying to have a more positive outlook and trying to be more patient.  We were both busy today so it worked out well.  I also went for a run and to dinner with my friend Terri and was discussing people in general.  We discussed how childhood really can affect a person negatively or positively for the rest of their lives.  Some people make better choices despite a poor childhood and some people make poor choices in their lives because of their difficult childhood.  I'm not really sure what makes the difference for these people but I realized how thankful I am for the values that my mom instilled in me.  I am going to try to remember this when I lose my patience over petty things.  My mom has always been wonderful to me and I need to remember this.  Her demetia is an illness but she truly has a kind heart and really wants to help others, even now.  I really need to try to help her to find opportunities to express this kindness and to help her to feel appreciated.  I need to remember all of the great times that we had and even if I reminice with her for a few moments each day, it will make a difference.  I am going to try to express to her how much she means to me.  It's easy to get caught up in the little annoyances of the day, but I must remember all of the wonderful things she has done for me and how she has shaped me into the person I am today.  Thanks Mom! :)